Today I went back to TPJC for their Carnival. It then struck me really hard just how much I really missed everyone there. 06S07. Mr Ng and all my other subject tutors. And I began to feel slightly regretful of my decision during JAE.
I met CL and Marcus at the bus stop outside TPJC. Then I called Wenqi, as promised. And as she walked out of the gate to meet us, we ran towards each other. Man, I miss everyone so much. Then Marc arrived and we went inside. The next person I saw was my CT, Mr Ng. And we talked all the way to the canteen. He was asking me about life in MJ and all. Then I saw the rest of 06S07 outside the canteen. An overwhelming wave of nostalgia overcame me as I walked towards them and they caught sight of me. Everyone looked surprised to see me. Hahaha! Nazim and Fauzy then wanted to whack me up or something like that. Hahaha! Then we took many pictures! I hugged Xinyan, said 'hi' to everyone else! Goodness, I felt like really happy, and like I belonged there. I really miss 06S07.
On wednesday, during the GP test, I wrote my name at the top of the paper and then beside it, "06S07". Surpised, I hurriedly slashed that out and wrote "06S305". I was momentarily stunned. It just flowed out so naturally. It's not that I don't like my current school or CG or what, you guys are really great too and life would have been unbearable without you all. But it's just that I can't forget my life in TPJC, my ex-CG and all my teachers.
Enough of dwelling in the past or misery will start to set in. Yesterday, I finally bought what my CG calls the "infant-killer" AKA the A-level Campbell Biology book. And an apt name it is. That friggin' book seems to weigh a ton and is about 3 times the thickness of the O-level Biology textbook. And it costs $59. I declare myself broke man. Totally broke. I've been paying sooo much money for my notes, my textbooks, files, frickin' GC and even for an e-learning portal. *snorts derisively* Really.
*I will pick myself up and go on. I will grit my teeth, hold back my tears and trudge on, no matter how tough. Two years, I will survive. Thanks CL and Elga for being there for me. And to Mr Ng, thanks for the words of encouragement.*
I met CL and Marcus at the bus stop outside TPJC. Then I called Wenqi, as promised. And as she walked out of the gate to meet us, we ran towards each other. Man, I miss everyone so much. Then Marc arrived and we went inside. The next person I saw was my CT, Mr Ng. And we talked all the way to the canteen. He was asking me about life in MJ and all. Then I saw the rest of 06S07 outside the canteen. An overwhelming wave of nostalgia overcame me as I walked towards them and they caught sight of me. Everyone looked surprised to see me. Hahaha! Nazim and Fauzy then wanted to whack me up or something like that. Hahaha! Then we took many pictures! I hugged Xinyan, said 'hi' to everyone else! Goodness, I felt like really happy, and like I belonged there. I really miss 06S07.
On wednesday, during the GP test, I wrote my name at the top of the paper and then beside it, "06S07". Surpised, I hurriedly slashed that out and wrote "06S305". I was momentarily stunned. It just flowed out so naturally. It's not that I don't like my current school or CG or what, you guys are really great too and life would have been unbearable without you all. But it's just that I can't forget my life in TPJC, my ex-CG and all my teachers.
Enough of dwelling in the past or misery will start to set in. Yesterday, I finally bought what my CG calls the "infant-killer" AKA the A-level Campbell Biology book. And an apt name it is. That friggin' book seems to weigh a ton and is about 3 times the thickness of the O-level Biology textbook. And it costs $59. I declare myself broke man. Totally broke. I've been paying sooo much money for my notes, my textbooks, files, frickin' GC and even for an e-learning portal. *snorts derisively* Really.
*I will pick myself up and go on. I will grit my teeth, hold back my tears and trudge on, no matter how tough. Two years, I will survive. Thanks CL and Elga for being there for me. And to Mr Ng, thanks for the words of encouragement.*
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